well. I made it to my s9 party yesterday. made it on time too. I think s9 was glad to see us. His last day was today. dang. I'll have him for how many days now. lol
Unfortunately after coming home yesterday s3 was in an aweful mood that night. made me cry again (just having problems getting him to stay in bed), so H came over and helped. very glad about that. I plopped down on the couch and let myself be depressed for a little bit.
Today was a good day. if I remember right. I saw some excercise videos on myspace and played them, and even did a couple. some were pretty tough! so then I got the video out that H had mailed to me. videos on how to get in shape. I hate it when he does that. sure, I say I want to get in shape, but when he sends videos or mags, I feel like he's telling me I need to too. If instead he would say, "hey, you wanna play tennis, or go for a walk, or etc." you know? it would be much cooler. plus, if his 5ll is quality time, wouldn't that be expected anyways? I used to mention working out together or playing racketball at the gym, but he never acted interested. I really don't get him.
anyways, I decided to try it out. it's okay, kinda boring, I'm not a video excerciser person, but I did about 15 minutes worth maybe. s3 thought he'd join in. so I got a pretty decent workout... cause I'm SO out of shape right now. cardio-wise more than muscle wise. and since my back issue, I've lost so much flexibility that I used to have. I use to have absolutely no problem touching my stomach to my legs straight out in front of me, and now I can't hardly put my legs out in front of me without supporting myself with my arms behind me. back problems really bite. I need to stretch all the time probably if I ever want to get back to where I was. not really sure if that could ever happen. I've never come close, but I've never tried long enough.
I give up too easily. or get distracted. probably the later best suits me.
well, H is sick today, so I made him homemade chicken noodle soup.
hope everyone has a great thursday! I hope I'm sore tomorrow, then it will show I really DID work out hard today. that is, a good sore, not a bad sore.
Me 33 H 34 S9 S3 M 6 yrs (2gether 11 yrs) EA/PA 1/2006 DB 5/2006 H wants D 6/2006 H wants ME 8/2006 H "said" PA/EA over 8/2006 H erased OW off phone! 2/2007
"It is far better 2 choose humility & change oneself, than 2 wait in vain trying 2 chang someone else."
I saw some excercise videos on myspace and played them, and even did a couple. some were pretty tough! so then I got the video out that H had mailed to me. videos on how to get in shape. I hate it when he does that. sure, I say I want to get in shape, but when he sends videos or mags, I feel like he's telling me I need to too. If instead he would say, "hey, you wanna play tennis, or go for a walk, or etc." you know? it would be much cooler. plus, if his 5ll is quality time, wouldn't that be expected anyways? I used to mention working out together or playing racketball at the gym, but he never acted interested. I really don't get him. 
