My whole day and night was really weird. H went to his C and mine was at the same time so he texted me to see if I wanted to go shopping after. I said okay. My C appointment was good and I felt better after I left. So H and I went shopping and I was really quiet because i had lots on my brain with things C had said. He kept asking me what's wrong? I told him nothing, just had things I was thinking about. The whole time he is hugging me and kissing me and being all lovey. After shopping we came back to my house because it was S8 concert. H took a nap and I just watched TV. He always seems to sleep when he is here. says he can't sleep lately. Anyways, went to concert together and then out for dinner with his parents. I thought he would be leaving as soon as we got the kids to bed because he had a X-mas party with his bowling crowd. But he stayed all night. He was so affectionate. Threw me for a loop. Then he says did you get my email? I told him no I hadn't checked it lately. He tells me that he checks his at least 3 times a day to see if I have written him again. And his email said i really miss your letters. I am so confused with him right now. I guess i just take this one day at a time.


Me:32
H: 34
T: 12 YEARS
M: ALMOST 5
S: 8
D: 4
S: 14 (OTHER R)
SEPERATED: 03/09/07 (but wanted to work on it)
NEW SEPERATION: 27/11/07 (doesn't know what he wants)
MOVED HOME 12/01/08
I'm acting as if this blue sky is never going to rain down on me....Sara Evans