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[mrarow]

Still puttering along here..... I was positive last night, ate dinner with D-1 and D-3 but W did not eat with us said she had late lunch did laundry when W phoned and asked me to finish what she had started. She stayed out late with girlfriend and was drinking because when I went to bed I texted "Nite XOXO" and went to bed. Got a text 5 min later saying she was almost home and would come say goodnight. She got home kissed me goodnight and I attempted to ask her to sit with me but caught myself seeing her expression and said have sweet dreams smiled turned over and she left and went upstairs to bed. Well so far so good today no issues except my anxiety about the OM and W and our terrible situation this time of year. I keep thinking she is going to want a separation after Christmas but hopefully I can remain positive DB and she will remain under this roof. Man I hope there is some intimacy with her in my future this is a killer hard!!