My point is, Why did Mr. go thru the fire the first time? It had to be something that was equal to the burn.
It was, he was in a Major Depression. As I've already stated, he felt like there was no other way out. He needed to escape. So he did. The weirdest part to me is he always treated me so well even right up to him leaving. Remember I told you we went for a walk holding hands and being so loving towards each other just days before the bomb. That is just him. I couldn't do that. He could. He says he realizes how F-ed up that was looking back but I still wonder if he is in that mode sometimes. It really f-ed up my own mind (which I obviously detest) but that is my issue now to manage.
