Oh... and to be more clear.... trust is a big issue for me, but a bigger issue is me not listening to my gut... it's more like I find guys I WANT to trust, even though my gut is telling me... hmmmm... no, let's just move along... but I don't... and I hang around... hoping they will prove me wrong... And that, I think, is a direct replay of father issues. Doesn't really have anything to do with my mom.
