Need Help/ Suggestions - Part 2

[NoDirection]

Rain,
No worries about you talking about your sitch. Like I have said before, I think you are me, in many ways, six months in advance.

All I am worried about in all of this is that I have time with my son. I want to have a relationship that my son can see the love I have for him. I want to be involved and an influence in his life. I also want him to have a relationship with his M. It is important for his development.

She has hurt me in so many ways but even through all of this, I woud at least try to work it out. I do still love her and want the best for her, but we would have to go through a lot of counseling to even reconsider getting back together.

I know God has a plan for me. I always think of Jeremiah 29:11 and relax. It is the humanistic part of me that wants it now... Without the pain, joy is a worthless feeling.