These are legitimate questions, IC, so hold on to your cool and think about them, ok?
Lill,
FWIW...Just wanted you to know that even though it might have seemed that way through my posts...I was NEVER upset or angry
We had a good talk last night when she got home. I assured her that if and/or when things start going south for me, that I WILL let her know. Whether she believe that or not, I don't know. I'm doing what I can to right the wrongs that I created.
I also asked her if she would please take me off of the microscope and not react to every little ache and pain that I have. I'm 37 years old, I've played hell on my body through the years...I'M GOING TO HAVE ACHES AND PAINS! I know these aches and what is normal for me, please don't assume that they are because of what I'm doing or not doing now or that they are from the cancer/chemo.
I think we're ok Lill...cleared the air a little, thats all
