Last night my H actually talked to me for a long time. Told me he hadn't felt loved by me. Said I didn't make myself vulnerable enough. I guess I have my protective armor on too often. So I'm trying to show my vulnerability more and allow myself to get hurt. I'm giving first and not demanding things. That's why I'm telling you maybe it's ok to open up with the risk of getting hurt. Someone's gotta take the armor off first, and it's not gonna be your W. I still think it's great you did that. Shows kahunas. Don't let yourself become hardened to it. Like the Dalai Lama says, love with an open heart. The way I look at it is this: God will reward you for it in some way.
Now I'm getting too deep. It makes me feel silly.
Me 41 H 47 D9 S3 M 16 yrs WAH Sep 07 PA Aug 07 12/07 Admitted A 1/08 C 1/15 H needs me 5/7/08 came home 7/08 We moved to MD 10/08 M bad again 11/24/08 fled to GA(OW),filed D 12/8/08 Back in MD 12/23/08 I countered 12/29/08 path back?
