Thanks Heim,

I am really trying, I don't want to push him away.
I am looking to the new year as a fresh start, putting this hellish year behind us and moving forward.
Sometimes the hurt bubbles up, and its hard to put it back down.

Me - 44
H - 44
M - 19yrs
together - 23yrs
D16
S8
EA/PA - Bomb Oct20/06 Jan 8/07 Feb 01/07 Jul 15/07
H still @ home
Recovered!

"Do or do not, there is no try" Yoda