So I woke up this morning with the following letter in my head. I'm thinking of sending her an email today or tomorrow just to restate my position. I'm worried that she may have taken my "Now why would I want to do that" comment seriously or was hurt by the bedroom more than I know. Here's the letter:
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W,
I haven't heard from you in a while and I hope that you are doing good. I want to make sure that I didn't convey through my words or actions a desire to not be with you. I do want you in my life. You are very important to me and I love you W. I understand that you may need space right now and I respect that. I felt the need to make sure that you knew my position though in case there was any confusion. I hope that everything is alright and you are enjoying life to the fullest.
Sincerely, B
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I know you'll all tell me not to send it, but I feel like I need to let her know where I stand for sure. I'm going back to bed for a while and look forward to your input.
Thanks, B
Me: 29 W: 28 T: 10 M: 7 No kids 2 Dogs and 1 Cat With Parents: 09/16/07 Apartment: 10/13/07 Back Home: ~2/16/2008