Cat,

I am so sorry for what you are going through. You deserve so much better than that. Imagine a grown man jumping out off of a balcony and hiding in the bushes, I dont know if it was an appropriate response, but you had me laughing so hard. You sure must be tougher than you think you are to scare the man so much. You will make it and enjoy the peace you feel at this moment in time. We can't ask much more than being able to say we have found the inner peace and knowledge that we are better than that. I am sure things will be hard for a few days but hopefully knowing will give you some clarity to the situation. I will be thinking of you.