Sorry Jenny...I am having a bad day emotionally too.
I think reality is hitting that H is pretty much going down his own path and not going to change. I am going to keep GAL, but dang it hurts. I posted in my thread that I noticed that H wasn't home tonight and pretty sure he is with OW. Haven't heard from him today either which is not normal....usually he sends at least one.
Me: 46 FWS: 36 Married and Divorced 4/07, Pregnant 7/07,False R 7/07 Baby Girl born 3/08 Kicked him out because OW: 7/08 5/10 He realized what he had and lost. Moved home! REMARRIED 3/14/11!!