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[mrarow]

This is not easy but its worth it I have many hearts to think about right now. My youngest D-3 was talking to my oldest D-1 today about mom taking her and My oldest was telling her that she has a choice if mom leaves and could stay here with dad. I told them both to relax its not about them and mom is still here. I told them I love them. This is crazy I can't believe all this is happening I just wish the nightmare would end. When W came home from work we talked a little about how everything we own even all my stuff from my life before is all hers and I just agreed but did say this was gett silly and did not like where it was going. She did text me today and say she wanted me to forgive her for being so selfish and hurting me. I texted back stating I already had forgiven her and that I understood what she was feeling. I made dinner for the girls and W did not eat with us said she had late lunch. Got cleaned up and left to go to hang with Girlfriend for evening. I was pleasant and wished her a fun night. No hugs no kisses. This is a challenge but well worth my prize! I hope I can keep positive.