Given that H made comments just this week that he wanted D, I think he is going to spring more D conversation on me tomorrow.

I know we say "no expectations" but my expectation is that H wants to D. He had some time to talk to L so that's probably what he has been doing.

I've decided that I need to remain calm and simply say "OK." I don't want to fight over things when we have no idea how this fits into a true legal picture. That is what we pay lawyers for, to represent our interests. It is just a business transaction now.

I have seen little interest in me. Very slight and occasional, it seems.

I need to make less of an effort. I am just tired and worn out.


M: 16 years
Bomb 4/07
OW 20s long gone
Divorced 11/09
I remarried New Guy
Cooperative r w/X regarding D