We tried MC. He said it didn't do any good. I agree. It only helps if you are willing to talk during the session... i swear it was like pulling teeth to get him to say anything. and then it's I'm not mad at her. i understand the reasons she had the ea. it doesn't bother me and I rarely think about it... BS. I would try to call him out on it, but he'd only get defensive. I asked him a week or so about it again. Even finding a different one and starting over. he said that he's not wasting money on something that obviously doesn't help. MC helped me quite a bit w/ fogiving him for asking for D and the accuations and hurt from before, but she can't give you a plan to work on if you won't admit there is a problem.
He won't read books with me. I read alot (ALOT!) and occassionaly i can get him to sit with me for like 15 min and let me read it outloud to him, but he says it feels like homework and he hated school. I respond by saying that a M is a lot of work, but I'll help him (i used to do that in HS... hehe) He doesn't want to try anything.
I actually ordered a book ( i think you recommended it earlier) and it took forever to get here (probably cause of holiday shipping) but it came in the mail and he didn't tell me. Then when he did give it to me, he says "another one of those" i haven't had a chance to get into it yet, but I will this week.
I feel like he does love me. He tells me he does and I'm thinking that after the EA, if he didn't he'd have been completely gone. I love him, it's more like a I love my family than i love my H right now, but i love him. I just want things to be better. There have been a couple times when get down and doubt that it can work, but I know that as long as I'm trying, we have a good shot.
If i can't fall in love... I'd like to fall in chocolate! ~ Author Unknown
