I probably don't sound well today & honestly I'm not. I have to release this frustration somehow and keep it away from W, so I do it here. (I keep remembering a lyric from a song: "I'm alright, but not OK".)
On another note, W just called me (again). She said she was cancelling her trip with friends in Feb. I just said OK, whatever you want to do. Reason 4 call was something to do with not being able to get TV to work. Sometimes when I think about her competency with electronics compared to mine I LOL. We are so opposite in that respect.
IMO W is testing me left & right on a daily basis. W doesn't know where she stands & I honestly feel bad for her right now, not knowing what she wants (I know what I want in life). Obviously, she doesn't want to 'end' things just yet or she wouldn't be initating contact every day. I have only called her 1 time this week (since S), W has called me at least once a day & came over to my apt for dinner last night. She is really confused & probably starting to feel a little embarrasment/guilt considering I've been doing everything I need/should be doing.
This is a learning/growing experience for sure!
Last edited by jab; 12/18/0710:35 PM.
_________________________ Me: 38 W: 36 R 16 M 12 2 kids: S6, D4 Bomb: 10/22/07 Sep: 12/11/07 My First Thread, My Story
