You were all right...unfortunately...

[bombardier50]

I'm with ya Lillieperl. I've felt sort of angry now all afternoon, and especially while writing my last post. Although angry maybe isn't the right word...it's more like an "enough is enough" sort of feeling. It might be that I'm starting to wake up a little bit. Or maybe I'm a little less scared and uncertain. And Choc, you're right about the whole counterintuitive thing. Absolutely. I don't want her to be happy right now. If anything, I want her to be just as damned miserable as I am until she decides to change her tune.

Lillieperl...your story...funny how love can turn your brain into porridge.

So you guys have made me feel good today. Confident. Empowered. BS-proof. I'm feeling a little more like Hairdog every minute...;)