Takin them as they come...

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WAWed, I said to call me back if she wanted to. She's not likely to forget, but then again maybe she is. Whatever though, I put myself out there and now I have to wait. I know that I'll at least call her Christmas Eve/Day to wish her a happy one. So I guess that I'll hold off on contacting her until then.

Mako, I could do some terrible things that would definitely end things. I choose to take the high road though even if it is harder to travel. You're right that what I've done in the past seems to have worked and I need to get back to that. I guess that I didn't like the "This is their world and we live in it" thing. I like your take on it better though. She's in her world and I'm in mine. My goal is to someday bring those two worlds together again. Until then I must enjoy my world to it's fullest extent.

Thanks for the input guys. I'm just having a hard time going from all of the contact that we were having to nothing for the past week. It makes me wonder WTF happened? I wish that I could ask her. I have to get back to enjoying my picnic (in reference to the castle analogy).

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