You were all right...unfortunately...

[bombardier50]

Sara,
The same is happening here, I think. She's refusing to admit that her relationship is more than just friends, but I've planted the seed of doubt and now she's probably feeling some guilt. Her reaction, of course, is to blame me for everything and remind me of all the hurtful things I've done to her since the beginning of time. How in the world did you make it through several weeks of this? I'm trying to figure out how to make it through the next several days...

These unpleasant thoughts and images keep flashing through my head and I can't make them stop. I drive by apartment buildings and wonder if I'll be in one of those before too long. I had a dream last night that we were going through the house, splitting up our stuff, and we got to the pictures of the kids, and that's when I woke up, sobbing.