Takin them as they come...

[bhopeful]

I can't help but think that the worst possible things are happening. I couldn't sleep last night. This yo-yo crap is so hard. I am scared of what she's going to say when she talks to me again.

I understand the "their world" concept. It just seems a bit defeatist to me. Maybe I'm just looking at it wrong, but to me it's like throwing up your hands and saying "I Give Up.". Maybe that's what it takes to really detach. I don't know what the alternative is though since pushing and pursuing don't work. I feel like I'm floundering here a bit...