Well no news is good news. No lawyer contact. No WAW contact... Unintentionally calling her bluff is almost comical.
I did learn what made me unhappy for years. I needed to come to understand this for my future whether with or without WAW. In short, it has everything to do with being able to "take care of" my family. Such as having an exceptable home, being able to take family on vacation, take wife to weekend getaway, or just a candlelight dinner. These things make me feel like a provider, validate me, and make me feel really good as husband and father. The inability to give her these things because of where we lived or money really brought me down. Funny how that it is what we both want and sux I can't tell her. I thought about a letter or email or maybe if we have a good phone conversation I could get it in if she opens a door. But I know I just need to wait and let her bring us up. I think it would really mean something to her if I could tell her, but she'd have to be listening. I feel like that I will get a chance soon...Sorry for the short journal...started to write the letter version but ...
