I have been in counsoling every week and going to church to keep myself positive. I have also been reading books like a mad man. I try to keep myself around family so I dont feel soo alone.
I hear you on weight loss. I lost a good 15-20 lbs, not by working out. By not eating! I know thats not healthy but when you're depressed food seems to be the last thing on your mind. Im sure you know what I am talking about.
Believe me I am in no state to deal with divorce papers or anything else in that matter. I feel like at this point if she wants out she can do ALL the leg work. Get a Realtor, file the papers and whatever else. She is in school full-time and has 6 weeks off for Christmas so she should have more than enough time to get whatever she needs done. I have to work everyday and its bad enough I have to sit here and act like everything is fine when I cant even concentrate.
For now I go minute by minute. One minute I am ok and the next I have tears running down my face.
Thanks again and I will keep in touch!
Married to wife 4.5yrs 1 step daughter - 7yrs old - Love her to death Seperated 10/28 - Present
