Thanks, hadn't thought that she was testing. Could be. Who knows. Maybe I'll find out one day, maybe not.
Feeling pretty detached. I don't think I'm "DONE" in the sense of it being totally over for me. If she were to approach me and want to try again, I'm still willing to do that. But, I don't look forward to seeing her. I don't feel like talking to her. I used to get a lift when I saw her name in my inbox or on my cell. Now, it's just a feeling of dread. Of, what now? I still have feelings of love, fondness, and affection for her. If she were to begin seeing someone else, that would still hurt. I've a feeling no matter how detached we are, there's still a pang there for all of us in that situation. All that said, yeah, I think I'm detached. A few months ago, her anger would have affected my mood in a negative way. Now, whatever.
BD
My latest
Me: 36 W: 35 2 D: 9 and 5 T: 16 years M: 12 10/4/06: Bomb 10/5/06: Ended A 4/22/07: ILYBNILWY
