This is on hell of an emotional rollercoaster ride. I do not know why I can't stay positive and just follow the DB principles. I do not want to give up! I just want her to try. I know I know I can't change her, just me. I will keep working on getting a life and will do my best to stop R talk and quit being unhappy around her. I am having a hard time breaking my old habits. I DO NOT WANT TO BE CONTROLLING OR SELFISH ANYMORE!I NEED TO BE MORE PATIENT!!GRRRRR I wish I had more friends to talk to sometimes......

Married 13 years
Me: 43
W: 39
D-19
D-18
D-13
S-25

Wake me up Bomb: July 1 2007

Wife Ring off: Jan 8 2008

-Time Is my Friend?
-Put your Trust in God!
-Pray lots! <------<<<