H is sick. He had S11 all weekend. I asked him to come home Sunday which is normally H's day with him but I had both. He wanted them tonite but I said only D8 because I haven't seen S11. Plus he stayed home today and went to the dr's because of this sickness - I want him to rest and the kids not to be near him. He NEVER goes to the dr's unless he is really hurting. But he'll think its other reasons I am sure. I invited H to dinner Sunday when he dropped off S11. He actually came! He thanked me and tried to clear the table but I told him he was sick and to sit down. He left and said he was going to bed. I felt it was a good deed. On the other note - I never have had much faith and this has really minimized it. I have always been an agnostic. But I do pray from time to time, not sure it does any good but I feel like I am talking to someone.
Me 43 H 44 S-13 D-9 Separated 90 days 6/28/05 H Says he is done-10/2/06-day after 18th anniv Moved out 10/2/07-to father's house-day after 19th wedding anniv-GF now H Filed for D 7/08
