Is it okay to stay guarded with him or should I just say what is on my mind? He called today about our taxes and he does such a good job of acting as if. I didn't get emotional with him I was just polite. I am trying to do this right and work on the things that work but right now nothing works with him. I am trying to figure out what else I can try. I will see him tomorrow night at the concert and I am actually nervous about seeing my own H. That just seems ridiculous to me.
I guess I just have to get better at this as if attitude. And fake it til we make it stuff. I think today i might start putting up X-mas stuff and try to get myself in the mood for this holiday. I know the kids need it and I will probably find that I needed it too.
Me:32 H: 34 T: 12 YEARS M: ALMOST 5 S: 8 D: 4 S: 14 (OTHER R) SEPERATED: 03/09/07 (but wanted to work on it) NEW SEPERATION: 27/11/07 (doesn't know what he wants) MOVED HOME 12/01/08 I'm acting as if this blue sky is never going to rain down on me....Sara Evans
