Don't know what I'm doing anymore - Help.

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dom R

i don't necessarily appreciate the quotes around accidently. I fell asleep without meaning to and that means it is an accident. not that you'd have any idea as you are a man, but pregnancy takes a whole lot out of you. I was on my feet from about 7am to 9pm that day, in heels no less. I was tired.

I have been iniating and responding lately when he has iniated. This was the first time in the last couple months that when i was truly tired and hurting, my H put my need for sleep above his need for sex. I thanked him for it.

I don't initiate sex in the morning 1) because I am up at 6 and my H sleeps until about 8 or 9. the weekends are 7 and H up at 10 or 11. 2) he doesn't particularly enjoy it in the morning. he has told me as much on several occassions.

I avoided talking about it because unless he brings something up, i'm not talking about our R much. If he wants reassurance from me and asks me something, I will happily provide it, but i'm not randomly just going to apologize for not doing something that he has no idea i was going to do. I just don't see the sense in that.

I do think it was a really good weekend overall.