What COG said! Remember, you are being tested, every minute, every day (no pressure, though, right!). But take advantage fo this time to do everything you can do to be a better jab, and to make sure you don't slide back into the behaviors that led to this, both legally, and with you wife.
I think you are doing great! It is going to be a really tough thing to see through, but try to see the opportunity, and not the negative stuff!
