You can want him to think or do all sorts of things but, He will do what he wants and think what he wants. SO you need to take care of you and not worry about H right now.
Are you still having pains?
Cherish your children and make a happy Christmas for them PMA and you will feel better about you too.
JAK
You don't get to choose how you're going to die. Or when, you can only decide how you're going to live now. ~Joan Baez
