Iv'e noticed that it becoming easier for you to have no contact and not give into H. Keep it up, as you can see what drama he is in right now. He is not at a point to work on the R and you don't know if he will ever be.
I like the way he said he would get visitation when she was old enough. Why not as a newborn? To much work huh. This is a good indication of what a dedicated Dad he would be a least right now.
You say you are feeling better about your choice now just concentrate on the children. Do you think maybe D18 is looking for attention and stability with you. Try to be happy around them and see how that goes. No talking to him in front of them and don't let them see you unhappy. And yes I know way easier said than done!
Talk Later
JAK
You don't get to choose how you're going to die. Or when, you can only decide how you're going to live now. ~Joan Baez
