Well I am a little sad tonight. H dropped off S8 around 6:30. If I hadn't come to the door he wouldn't even have talked to me. He asked me if I got the text he sent. I said yes I did. He wanted to know why I didn't reply. I told him that I just didn't know what to say to him anymore. I was and am scared to talk to him. Everything I say is wrong. He asked me if I had planned on telling him about S8 X-mas concert and I said yes. He figured I was keeping it from him.I wasn't. It was only this afternoon that I realized it is on Tuesday. I would have told him when he dropped our son off. He just beat me to it. But again, I'm always wrong. I miss my best friend. i don't know where he went. His body comes around but not the man I fell in love with. It just hurts today.
Me:32 H: 34 T: 12 YEARS M: ALMOST 5 S: 8 D: 4 S: 14 (OTHER R) SEPERATED: 03/09/07 (but wanted to work on it) NEW SEPERATION: 27/11/07 (doesn't know what he wants) MOVED HOME 12/01/08 I'm acting as if this blue sky is never going to rain down on me....Sara Evans
