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[mrarow]

Yea its unfortunate a lot of people in this world it seems go thru this kind of pain. I have to make new friends as my very closest and best friends have let me down and he is waiting for my wife to leave me so he can have her. He is in love with her and I have to remain smart and just walk away the better man. I have wanted to loose it so many times and deal with him man to man but I know that will also just push my W into his arms. Hug, yea I need lots of them now and have been getting my share from my girls but The one girl I really want to hug does not hug me very often anymore. I miss her love and touch as much as anything I have ever missed. I will always stay fit now that I have lost all my weight. I was working out a lot and have quit for a couple months due to my depression. It does help for sure! I am slowly getting back into it. I am going for lots of long walks by myself to think. Seems to clear my head a bit. Thanks for the input.