H was over today to shovel. He had to do it in two shifts because there is so much.
I bought D (almost 3 yrs old) a shovel and she went out to help Daddy. It was hard watching them out the window. Sometimes it just seems so normal when he is here. They were having a good time. H stayed and had lunch and then lounged on the couch for a couple hours with S before going out to shovel again. Then he left around 3 saying for me not to shovel. He'll be back in the morning to take D to school and he'll do it again then.
He thinks he being all superdad nice guy by doing this stuff. Like it makes up for what he is doing....sorry, as he would correct me...what he has DONE.
It is so hard to have him here so often and really believe that it is over. I think I liked it better when he as acting like an A$$ because then it was easier to believe that he is in some kind of crisis. Although...give it a couple days and he'll do something A$$-like I'm sure!
I'm feeling quite overwhelmed by all of the legal stuff that we're going to have to deal with in January. H thinks we should do this without lawyers to save the $$. He keeps saying that we are mature enough to work it out without having to resort to the back and forth. I think we can do it amicable...but I am not willing to do it without lawyers. I don't feel confident enough in my own knowledge to do this and feel like am properly protected. Of course he has the divorce-pro in his court! (OW is twice divorced).
