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[WAS32]

I know the pain you talk of. It really hurts. Most nights I am here alone in our bed. It feels awful. I hope you have good friends that can help you get your mind off of all of this for a few hours. I know it does help. I was going to the gym everyday (haven't due to weather) and I would think about all the worst parts while I was working out. It seemed to help me get through the rest of the day. maybe try that. I wish I could give you a hug and tell you it's gonna be okay. Life just stinks sometimes.