I got a text from him today saying that he got a job so I didn't need to worry about money and he was sorry for being an ass. I haven't relpied to it. I know he is at his parents house right now and will be bringing S8 home soon. I just don't want to see him right now. Being sick and it so close to X-mas my emotions are all over the place. Not ready to have any kind of talk with him. Everyone is pushing X-mas down my throat and I am getting tired of it. I can try to fake it but I am not very good at it. And his family is very emotional so the whole day is going to be all over the place. They are trying to get me to commit to it but I haven't yet. I'm sure I will end up there but I don't feel like going.
Me:32 H: 34 T: 12 YEARS M: ALMOST 5 S: 8 D: 4 S: 14 (OTHER R) SEPERATED: 03/09/07 (but wanted to work on it) NEW SEPERATION: 27/11/07 (doesn't know what he wants) MOVED HOME 12/01/08 I'm acting as if this blue sky is never going to rain down on me....Sara Evans
