W still angry with me, but the intensity lessens

[Lanzo]

The roller coaster which is my life goes up and down and then a big up.

W had a great time at the meal with her work colleagues, so much so that she got absolutely intoxicated. FIL who was her designated driver brought her home and I had to undress W and put her to bed. I was awoken shortly afterwards by a loud thud. W had rolled out of bed , and had proceeded to take a pee on the carpet. Ooow !!! I quickly got her to the bathroom and then put her back to bed.

Well in the morning I recounted the previous nights events to W and we had such a laugh at her embarrassment. As she was laughing she leaned forward and grabbed my forearm, WOW!!!, she hadn't noticed what she had done but I had.

Later in the day as I was getting ready to leave for my guy's only weekend out, W told D6 to give me a hug before I left. Normally at this point W would back away, but today she moved forward and gave me a big hug and told me to be careful and look after myself. Absolutely awesome!!!! My first hug since July. However she was careful to move her head away to avoid a kiss.

Anyway GAL !!! I've hooked up with a great set of guys, party animals, real playa's we had such a great time, really took me back to my early twenties and my single days. I just wished I had the disposable income to join them now, cos their kind of parting hard cost money, lots of it. On the plus side, if the single life beckons, I know where I'll get help to move on.

When I got home today W was really interested in my previous nights events, she asked lots of questions and I answered them. Where did you go, who was in your crowd, did you enjoy it etc, etc. The only question she didn't ask was, did I meet anyone. But she was really, really interested about my night out.

This evening we went to the late church service together, when we returned home we spent time watching TV and chatting about Christmas, but we spent all evening in the same room.

Oh last thing, I think W snooped, maybe unintentionally, at the first part of this post as I had left it in draft form on the computer, minimised and with the screensaver on. W shouted me to switch off the computer before we went to church, when I came to the computer this post was in full view on the screen. A couple of weeks ago I thought she was looking at what I was doing on the computer but I had dismissed it. The kinda adds to my suspicions now.