still trying...update

[LuvMyHusband]

Ok. First thing I am thinking of is the things/ways I have been. I have to honestly exam my actions and behaviors.

1) I've done the crying, begging, pleading, chasing, reasoning and anger. No this does not work. I lost it last Weds when D8 was so ill.
2) I react to quickly to situations and don't think first
3) I have been to emotional
4) I allow myself to get drawn into the blame game
5) My H says he is tired of dealing with my "anger"
6) Snooping, I have had a real problem with this and am working on changing it.
7) H has said that he hasn't felt loved, respected or wanted, that he wants his time and space, that he's tired of my trying to control.

Ok, this is what I can think of. I would like to set some goals and figure out what I should do about Christmas.