I think that any talk with my W regarding her behaviour will only solidify her stance.

She is very pride driven (she can do no wrong in her own eyes). The only thing that Ive accomplished by talking about her behaviour and decisions, is getting cussed out.

One thing that really bugs me is that D told me W and OM smoke in the house. Im not happy with that at all. I recently quit smoking but I would never EVER smoke in my house or vehicle.

IM beginning to transition from the denial/depression stage to anger. I can feel it brewing. My W has a total lack of concern for anyone but herself.

Ive decided that when Im feeling defensive, I will not talk to or see W, I will have my mom exhange D with her so I dont say anything to compromise my chances of custody.

I will go to the gym and work out my anger and release it there.


Hurtin: 32
WAW: 30
D: 8
Bomb: 10/05
Sep: 12/05
Back together 8/07
Bomb (OM): 11/07
Filed for D (me): 12/07