One foot in front of the other....

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Taking my D to see Alvin and Chipmunks today...should be fun.

Im not looking forward to this week, I should have the money for my Lawyers retainer and will file. I have a feeling this is going to get really ugly.

My W will become VERY defensive when she see's the name of the lawyer I have retained, my lawyer is very well known in our area for being a bulldog, she doesnt take any crap from anyone.

In fact, she got my brother full custody of his kids when he went through his divorce.

It really bums me out that it has come to this but its something I have to do for the sake of my daughter. I also think it will eliminate any chance of future reconciliation with my wife, she can be very stubborn and will let her pride get in the way of ever pursuing something with me again.

Who knows... Ive read lots of stories about people remarrying each other after the Big D. I think this is something I have to do to earn her respect as well. Throughout the course of our marriage, Ive always been the pursuer. We would fight and I would almost always apologize 1st, even if I knew I was right.

Perhaps she just lost respect for me? SHe doesnt think Im man enough to stand up for myself?