Long and Bumpy Road 2be continued...

[Startingover2]

Last night was tough, sort of. It was tough in I went into sort of a different frame of mind. More of ok, how am I going to coparent with this loser? He really is losing it. He is so out of control and yesterdays complete breakdown showed it.

I honestly think that he is suffering from more issues than MLC. He is not really committing to much in his life. He doesn't profess love for any one woman, but yet need some sort of ego stroke from one....and it seems any will do. He drinks on the weekend, gets his fix of whatever stroking he needs and goes back to his miserable life during the week. He is a self proclaimed unhappy man. Has been on every single AD there is and could never be happy. I now know its not me, its him.

I have a prepared text waiting to send to him when he does make contact in a day or two.

-Don't you ever lose control or speak to me the way you did on Saturday ever again. You are not the kind of man I need and I am done fighting it. I will contact you after she is born to work out times for you to see her. Until then, no contact or I will get a restraining order in place. I am in a good place in my own life and don't need your drama.

How does that sound? I can't see him. We didn't see eachother for almost 3 weeks and when we did all of his anger came out. Its better this way. He is going down fast and I don't want to be along for the ride.
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