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[mrarow]

Wow I would do that to but I know I will just be rejected and asked to get out of bed and then she would want to move. Its a no win I have to hope she may come to me again one day?? I really wonder. I went out and had drinks with friends and met a very beautiful single woman. I have found myself thinking about her eyes all day. They were unreal, never seen anything like them just stunning. what's that about? A beautiful 6 year younger sexy woman? I need affection from my wife bad and soon before I crack and do something selfish and stupid and try finding it somewhere else. You only live once and its hard to take rejection day in and day out for months and months. This is very hard life lesson stuff that we all seem to be going thru right?? Everything happens for a reason? Hmmmm getting so lost at times....Wife is out at club or bar with girl friend again tonight..I sometimes feel she's out meeting OM and may just well be?.