Still Tryin's 2nd piecing

[S.T. _I Made It!]

well, we had our night out. it wasn't much. H was tired, so we just shopped a little, ran into some closed stores though, and went to eat then walmart for grocery shopping. I did get a margarita at Chili's that was pretty good and it actually HAD alchohol in it. oh my gosh. you know most restaurants don't really use anything, but this one sure did and I got tipsy on one drink. I think I have a drink about 3 times a year, if that... so I guess I can't drink much anymore. anyways, I actually tried to get into an R convo, but H never would go with it and almost seemed to allow interuptions so it couldn't keep going. I actually appologized for going back to my old self. I told him that I want to keep going out. he mentioned money, and I said, I don't care anymore, that he always wants to spend money on vaca's cause why go if you can't spend anything on what you want, so I say who cares about money cause we need to go out. I told him I feel like we're boring and I don't want to be boring, I want to have fun. he said, right right.

So, it wasn't the best evening, but I felt it was a little easier talking, probably due to the drink- darn it. maybe I need to work on losening up or something. and hopefully he will too.

He got my car installed with the remote start. SO GLAD!!!! I'll be getting him an ipod speaker dock thing, so if anyone has any input on those, I'll take it.

I was really stressed today though. so many things, but will just mention about our new phones. my cell has been broken, so we've known we would take care of that, possibly new provider. well, found out today if we switched to who my H wants, we have to have the same area code. I have wichita, and he has tulsa. I like it that way. well he wants his and I want mine. so of course I end up giving up mine. I feel resentful right now, but I know I'll get over it. so, I need to look at the positives about the phone and other stuff.

well, now he's right by me, so I'll post later.