Well, I met with my counsler last night. It is the first time in 2 weeks. I am trying to cut down to every other week now. Ill see how it goes. Anyways, Im feeling a little better today after talking with my C and doing some thinking.
I think i was getting to ahead of myself and ignoring baby steps. Such as....
-She told me last month she thinks its just going to take time and its not too late.
-When I speak to her on the phone, we are talking much longer. usually from 30-60 minutes!
-When we do talk on the phone and I initiate ending the call first, she usually keeps my on.
-She came out to lunch with me on February 1st.
-She invited me to her ski trip, and when I offered not to come as to not cause tension with her sisters oressuring her about us, she said "NOOOOO!" very loud and upset as if she really wanted me there.
In closing, I am back to feeling better about my situation, only because I see that my GF is going through rough times with her family, and work, and she doesnt even feel like going out with her friends many times. She just seems down and I hope that I can help her out of her rut with a loving distance. I have faith that when she begins to make things happen in her life to make her happy again, she will look back to me and our relationship. Im keeping the faith!
Anything worth having is worth working HARD for!
Making a New Move
