WAW hasn't walked yet, but emotionally dead

[mako]

Thanks WP.

I backslid a bit this week. W and I had been exchanging e-mails, and they were fine, but then I went into some R talk. I was very unvalidating and questioning about what is going on (nothing about OM, just in general) and she took it to be me saying that she is illogical. I was in a bad mood cause of the phone bill I guess, and instead of just talking to somebody else I took it out in e-mail to her. She wasn't pleased, said she's worried exchanges between us are just going to be hostile, which is not what she wants but maybe that's how I feel...

I replied, much more validating of her feelings and reiterating that I don't want things to be hostile and would like to be friends. She hasn't replied to that, so we'll see. I guess we all have our slides, I've certainly pushed things back a bit as the e-mails had started to get a little more friendly though still scarce, gotta get back onto being patient with her and worrying about myself instead.