Well, not much new here but I just thought of something I wanted to share. I sometimes let fears build up in my head, thinking she always had doubts and finally let them out, but I realized something today this time. In the first part of our break she was still very interested in me and always was sincere on how she always wanted to be with me no matter what, and it will work out. And she never had doubts until I started changing due to my fear of losing her. She even told me that she never had doubts until it seemed like I doubted her.

well, it took 2 months of DB'ing to get her to say its not too late and we just need time. Sounds like what she told me in the beginning so I have apparently made some progress in backtracking through all my mistakes. with a few more months Im sure I will get closer if I keep this up.

I just need patience and i cant wait to see how she is once she realizes how much I truly love her to have stuck by her side during all this. After all, she is not looking for a new man, I think she is looking for a way to let me in to her heart again. I just have to find the right path!

Anything worth having is worth working HARD for! Making a New Move