I just logged in to vent big time. I'm getting ready for our movie night tonight, the house is a total mess, and all I can think about is my resentment building because she isn't doing A B or C.
The way she is acting is driving me nuts, it is killing me. I watched a neighbor do this when I was about 17, and she is still doing it some 14 years later. Always looking for a party. She was a gorgeous women, with four kids, and now she looks like the community bicycle, all her kids stay away from her and with their father. All I can think is W will never find herself, something is seriously flawed in her head, so why would I put up with it.
Sorry had to get that out, I'm just getting seriously pissed off. I need to spend some time over the next week answering those questions again.
Your right I don't think the smooches and such are helping anything, she is still undecided so it just hurts me. She gets to have her H and then party and who knows what else and with whom.
It's getting close to the time when I need to take everything I have sell it, move to Mexico and open up my beach bar and buy my fishing boat. Hehe! My little fantasy.
