DR Chapter 2 - Think Small

[marc_d]

Ok, well I didnt call. I sent her an email towards the end of my work day. I figured a call is more personal and I dont want to overstep my boundries but still make contact since going almost completley dark for 2 weeks didnt do much good and even seemed to have a slightly negative effect. Anyways, I didnt hear back from her and it did bother me a little but I have been able to deal with it.

I sent her another email today, but it was just with a list of concert dates for an artist she likes and I didnt make it personal at all. She called me right after the email and it turns out she left me a voicemail at work earlier but I didnt see it.

I checked my machine after our phone call and she sounded happy and she was making jokes too. made me smile. =) Well she also said she wanted to call me last night but was busy arguing with her sister.

Anyways, we spoke for like 30 min today and once again, she was mostly complaining about work, her friends and her sister and her sisters friends. Mostly about the ski trip that is planned for Feb. 28th. Lots of complaints and other things and she is frustrated over it. Of course, made a concious effort to be empathetic. She seemed so down and I hate to hear like that. It was nice to hear her message she left this morning afterwards and how she sounded happy.

One thing I am trying to deal with now is Im driving up to the resort from new jersey but she might leave from NY after work with her man friend Nadeem. He is just her friend but I know he used to like her and has now recently broken up with his GF. I trust her, but not him. Well, hopefully I can have her in my car on the way home. One day at a time.

Well, The positive is she called me and spoke for 30 min. instead of just emailing me back! and she left me a message and called again! that shows interest! The lord is with me, I can feel it and with that, I can do anything!!