Hey has done this off and on for years. He is trying to get off of pot now,but that is all Iknow of

I am ready to file myself. I don't think this will work I have changed in these past 2 and half years and he hasn't. Part of me feels like I need to give him another chance but I am truly getting shafted here when I really think about it, My life is getting wasted and so is my kids-

I feel like a failure

I tried, '
I can't keep on


Me:37
H:38
6 kids
first bomb 8/05 (ow involved)
piecing 7/06
second bomb 3/07 ow involved
wash rinse repeat....
huge move to start over 2/11
more affairs
H left for good 8/12