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I am taking your advice to heart. I was kind to him yesterday. He came just before school was over to pick up S11. I gave him some salsa and chips I bought at Sam's club, as I got them mainly for him. He tried to pay for them and I gave it back. S11 and he had a hobby meet and afterwards called and asked if he could stay over there. I agreed. Today he was over all day and is staying again. I spent the last 24 hrs fighting a migraine and was incapacitated. In desperation I called H crying and asked if he could pick up my prescription, I knew I could not and it was the only thing that might stop the pain. He agreed. Took D8 to his sister's for a concert tonite so she didn't have to pick her up here. So now I am finally up and about and all alone. Just as well S11 isn't here, I couldn't enjoy his company so H said we will switch nights. Works out OK. But hopefully my kindness to him yesterday instilled the kindness he showed me today. That's the way I would like to keep it, you scratch my back I'll scratch yours. We'll see. I'm trying hard. No bad thoughts. Thanks for your support CAT!!!!!!!!