Help.. H has lost it!!!!

[LisaLost]

Well the devil certainly has it in for my family and me. H is in the middle of a freak out again. he just doesn't deal well with the guilt I think, but who knows- I made him leave here. The kids are at grandparents and he was getting verbaally abusive- He broke our home phone to bits and hurt my arm and hand trying to get my cell phone. he stormed out afterwards. I am scared. I can't keep doing this. he is still in the throes of whtaver is going on MLC or whatever but i have been getting scared of him becoming more physically violent. I can't have him arrested b/c he is my only income- right now he his doing day labor just to bring money in everyday. I am so glad the kids weren't home

I just don't know what to do from here- I have tried everything and it seems like he is trying but something has just got ahold of him

Just wondering outloud here- I hate this soap opera life we all here seem to lead- sux doesn't it

love,Lisa